Oh dear. I am feeling so so tired and it is 4:30pm on Monday!
Friday night. Finish work. Dan picks me up from work. Go pick up Catfish from the train station. Go back to ours. Order chinese. Eat chinese. Drink shots and whatever else was in the house. Fall out fo house in to taxi after listening to a LOT of crap bands ( but also some good ones ;) ). Go to PoS. Drink lots more. Dance... Spaaaace spaaaaaace.... Dance some more. Nearly getted pulled on the floor by a quite drunk wobbly Sophie. Drink some more shots. Dance some more. Leave PoS. Dan gets chips. Get taxi home. Catfish is sick in the loo. Catfish is sick in the bucket I left out for him. Sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Wake up. Not good. Go back to sleep. Finally wake up properly at 11ish. Wake Dan & Catfish up. Catfish goes home :(.
Dan and I then just got ready to go out again. Simon and Merk came to our house and we chatted a bit and had a few beers and things then got a taxi to met.
Met was ok, I went from 0 - very drunk in about 10 minutes and danced my ass off to some shite music with Louse & Carlos.
Sunday was a nothing day. We did not go for a walk or even gofor dinner at Dan's parents house. We stayed in and ate takeaway (again, very bad) and didn't do very much at all.
So there you go. What a rubbish update!!
x x
- Mood:
bored
I did really well at work this morning and got LOADS of work done, yet, now it's 2:45, I still have 2 and 3/4 hours to go and I am so bored and unmotivated. :(
I probably won't hear back from the interview I had until next week now which I am sad about too as a) I just want to know if I got the job or not and b) I want to know if it's worth my while even applying for other jobs if you know what I mean.
Oh well.
Not much to update really.
This weekend will be good, Friday is PoS with Dan & his mate Catfish is coming to see us and then Saturday is girly night at Met with Louise & Carlos and then Sunday is go for a walk somewhere nice with Dan and dinner at his parents day :-)
I am looking forward to it very very very much.
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- Mood:
blank
- Mood:
Hung over - Music:This Is The CAT - Elvis
Haha, photo's are amazing and make me feel so happy!
There are some more but I don't have time to post them at the moment, maybe soon.
x x x
- Mood:
giggly - Music:Lady Sovereign - Sad Arse Stripper
I can stop punching my own face
I can stop stealing money
I can stop hating my own heart
I can do it
Because of you
I can stop scratching up my cheeks
I can stop drinking so much
I can stop wanting to kill myself
I can stop wanting your perfect heart
I can do it
Because of you
I can start listening
I can say Hi
I can feel something good
Little panda McElroy........ (/Little Panda Clough/)
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- Mood:
loved - Music:The Elvis Mix 1
Dan and I had an excellent weekend. I miss him when I come to work. But I think that this is partly down to feeling rubbish at work too as it is getting me down.
Fingers crossed y'all!!!!
x x x
- Location:woooooooooooork
- Mood:
anxious - Music:xiu xiu - little panda mcelroy <3
Haven't seen or heard from Louise for a few days which is odd, I might call her this eve for a catch up! Think she's probably still doing her assignment things.
Hmm, I guess thats all really. Not much going on in here at the moment.
I was a grumpy arse last night, so if you do read this, then I am sorry.....
x x
- Mood:
bored
Urgh, work is hard at the moment, so much to do and lots of pressure on. I wish sometimes that I wasn't so good at me job ;-) and so then wouldn't have all this responsibility, but it's ok, I kinda like it.
I did loads of house stuff the other day, I got a nice big filing box thing and put all the important things in it. I kinda liked doing that too, I felt all organised!!
We have to take scottie to the vet on Saturday, I reckon that will be fun fun!!Trying to get him into the carrier will be hell.
Hmm, I do have next Monday off work though so Dan & I can have a long weekend, well, kinda, stuff to do on the Monday, but nevermind.
We went out last Saturday, was a really good night!! Ha, yeah, not much really happened, just got a lil drunk and had lots of laughing and kissing and hugs, it was very very good.
Ok, I better make the Chilli now!
x x
- Mood:
giggly
We also bought an ebay book/magazine thing as we both have loadsa stuff to sell and hopefully we'll make some cash because we are poor.
One of the book he bought me is amazing, it is all about strange animals and strange things that animals do. It's called 'Moths that drink elephants tears'. Beautiful!
Have finally decided on what tattoo I want, I am going to get a sakura tree on my back, I have the picture and I just need Dan to draw it up and let the pain commence ;-) there's a lot more to add to it too, some pretty bugs and spiders and birds but I want to get the tree started as soon as possible.
Haha, I just had my daily fortune cookie, it says 'You will have success in everything you do next monday' How very precise... Love it.
Ok then, I have a lovely cup of tea plonked down next to me and a nice hot shower ready for me.
x x x
- Location:Home
- Mood:
flirty
Sorry for this rubbish entry, just kinda needed to get it out somewhere! I guess I'm just normal really with normal worries!
x x
- Mood:
thoughtful
In other news then.... Scottie the cat is settling in fine, he doesn't stop eating and sleeps on the bed with us. Dan's still in bed when really we should both be doing things as this is the last day off work and I'm a bit bored.... Hence the update!
Right, I think I shall go jump on him and make him get up, lazy lazy boy!!
x x
- Mood:
curious - Music:1997 - Sleepytime Gorilla Museum
I want to die.
Last night was awesome though. Fear of the Dark ftw!
I love elvis, he makes me so happy, we've had a wicked day together just being lazy and doing not much. It's good.
x x
- Mood:
tired
To start it off then, here are my new years resolutions:
To get fit.... Not slim or lose weight, just to get fit so I don't almost die climbing stairs hah!
To properly not smoke anymore.... Yes, no more social smoking rubbish.
To learn to drive
To do an evening class or something... Maybe get some A levels.
To be less grumpy haha
To be really good at my job - I really want to get somewhere with this now. I quit uni and went back so I think I owe it to myself.
To better myself - I really want to learn more, meet more new people, see more and do more about the things I care about.
I think thats about it really. I never make resolutions but this year I decided too, just feel I need something to make me do stuff and feel that this might be the right way. We'll see I guess!
Anyways, Happy New Year everyone!
x x x
- Location:Home
- Mood:
bouncy
