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What a weekend!

  • 29th Jan, 2007 at 4:28 PM
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Oh dear.  I am feeling so so tired and it is 4:30pm on Monday!

Friday night.  Finish work.  Dan picks me up from work.  Go pick up Catfish from the train station.  Go back to ours.  Order chinese.  Eat chinese.  Drink shots and whatever else was in the house.  Fall out fo house in to taxi after listening to a LOT of crap bands ( but also some good ones ;) ).  Go to PoS.  Drink lots more.  Dance...  Spaaaace spaaaaaace....  Dance some more.  Nearly getted pulled on the floor by a quite drunk wobbly Sophie. Drink some more shots.  Dance some more.  Leave PoS.  Dan gets chips.  Get taxi home.  Catfish is sick in the loo.  Catfish is sick in the bucket I left out for him. Sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.  Wake up.  Not good.  Go back to sleep.  Finally wake up properly at 11ish.  Wake Dan & Catfish up.  Catfish goes home :(.

Dan and I then just got ready to go out again.  Simon and Merk came to our house and we chatted a bit and had a few beers and things then got a taxi to met.

Met was ok, I went from 0 - very drunk in about 10 minutes and danced my ass off to some shite music with Louse & Carlos.

Sunday was a nothing day.  We did not go for a walk or even gofor dinner at Dan's parents house.  We stayed in and ate takeaway (again, very bad) and didn't do very much at all.

So there you go.  What a rubbish update!!

x x

I was doing quite well.....

  • 25th Jan, 2007 at 2:41 PM
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I did really well at work this morning and got LOADS of work done, yet, now it's 2:45, I still have 2 and 3/4 hours to go and I am so bored and unmotivated. :(

I probably won't hear back from the interview I had until next week now which I am sad about too as a) I just want to know if I got the job or not and b) I want to know if it's worth my while even applying for other jobs if you know what I mean.

Oh well.

Not much to update really.

This weekend will be good, Friday is PoS with Dan & his mate Catfish is coming to see us and then Saturday is girly night at Met with Louise & Carlos and then Sunday is go for a walk somewhere nice with Dan and dinner at his parents day :-)

I am looking forward to it very very very much.

x x x

For The Attention Of Nick!

  • 21st Jan, 2007 at 2:06 PM

Pictures make me happy!

  • 18th Jan, 2007 at 2:51 PM
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Soooo, I was having a look through my phone and came across loads of pictures and things (some of which should probably never see the light of day!) but they reminded me of all the good times and so today I bring you a selection of photo's from the past year or so!  

Photo's )



Haha, photo's are amazing and make me feel so happy!

There are some more but I don't have time to post them at the moment, maybe soon.

x x x

Sneezing Panda's <3

  • 16th Jan, 2007 at 3:06 PM
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I can stop lying
I can stop punching my own face
I can stop stealing money
I can stop hating my own heart

I can do it
Because of you

I can stop scratching up my cheeks
I can stop drinking so much
I can stop wanting to kill myself
I can stop wanting your perfect heart

I can do it
Because of you

I can start listening
I can say Hi
I can feel something good
Little panda McElroy........ (/Little Panda Clough/)

x x x

Good Luck?

  • 16th Jan, 2007 at 2:45 PM
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Hmmmmmm, so I have an interview next Tuesday for a job I really want!! I haven't been actively looking for work but the advert caught my eye last week when Dan and me were looking through the paper for jobs for him and I thought I'd apply just on the off chance and to see what would happen. I'm quite scared!! I know I left my current job for a few months when I tried out uni, but really I've been here 2 and a half years! I feel a bit bad, as I don't want to let people here down, but I know that there is no where for me to go within this company and that my role will never expand to what I want it to be, where as this job has everything I want... Good prospects, room for expansion, exciting CREATIVE things, better salary, and lots of yay!! I really hope I do well next Tuesday.... I dont think I am going to sleep for a week. I really want this for me, I hope it happens!

Dan and I had an excellent weekend. I miss him when I come to work. But I think that this is partly down to feeling rubbish at work too as it is getting me down.

Fingers crossed y'all!!!!

x x x

Mush mush mush.

  • 10th Jan, 2007 at 11:17 AM
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Well, work is pretty rubbish today! It's ok and I have plenty today, just the atmosphere is a bit flat. There's an advert going in the paper tomorrow to find someone to come be the person I 'delegate' to. I hate interviewing people and I bet next next week it'll all kick in! Hopefully we won't have any of the people we interviewed last time re-applying!

Haven't seen or heard from Louise for a few days which is odd, I might call her this eve for a catch up! Think she's probably still doing her assignment things.

Hmm, I guess thats all really. Not much going on in here at the moment.

I was a grumpy arse last night, so if you do read this, then I am sorry.....

x x

Milkshake & Doughnuts

  • 9th Jan, 2007 at 7:03 PM
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I am making Dan & I Chilli and Jacket Potatoes for dinner, yummmmmmmy!! It is what we used yo eat all the time when I was at the halls. We were a bit snacky though so we gou some doughnuts and are having them with milkshake, it's good.

Urgh, work is hard at the moment, so much to do and lots of pressure on. I wish sometimes that I wasn't so good at me job ;-) and so then wouldn't have all this responsibility, but it's ok, I kinda like it.

I did loads of house stuff the other day, I got a nice big filing box thing and put all the important things in it. I kinda liked doing that too, I felt all organised!!

We have to take scottie to the vet on Saturday, I reckon that will be fun fun!!Trying to get him into the carrier will be hell.

Hmm, I do have next Monday off work though so Dan & I can have a long weekend, well, kinda, stuff to do on the Monday, but nevermind.

We went out last Saturday, was a really good night!! Ha, yeah, not much really happened, just got a lil drunk and had lots of laughing and kissing and hugs, it was very very good.

Ok, I better make the Chilli now!

x x

Next Monday, I will be sucessful!!

  • 4th Jan, 2007 at 7:01 PM
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I am feeling so poorly! Work is incredibly stressful at the moment, we're on the verge of possibly losing one of our biggest contracts and my boss is relying on me to help him learn everything about the bloody project I run before he goes to the meeting next Tuesday, talk about pressure! Add to that the person who is kinda my bitch at work, well she's been off sick so I had all her work to do as well, tis not good. I also have to possibly sack her tomorrow as well as she's a bit rubbish. Any way, all this is pretty crap but tonight Dan has picked me up from work and is making me dinner and making me cups of tea and rubbing my shoulders :-) Oh and he bought me books!! I really want to start reading more again. I got some new books for christmas too <3

We also bought an ebay book/magazine thing as we both have loadsa stuff to sell and hopefully we'll make some cash because we are poor.

One of the book he bought me is amazing, it is all about strange animals and strange things that animals do. It's called 'Moths that drink elephants tears'. Beautiful!

Have finally decided on what tattoo I want, I am going to get a sakura tree on my back, I have the picture and I just need Dan to draw it up and let the pain commence ;-) there's a lot more to add to it too, some pretty bugs and spiders and birds but I want to get the tree started as soon as possible.

Haha, I just had my daily fortune cookie, it says 'You will have success in everything you do next monday' How very precise... Love it.

Ok then, I have a lovely cup of tea plonked down next to me and a nice hot shower ready for me.

x x x

:-(

  • 2nd Jan, 2007 at 7:46 PM
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Right now, I have this sick feeling in my stomach like, well, to be blunt, I really don't think I am good enough for Dan, at all. I feel that there is someone out there so much more better than me who could make him happier. We do get on amazingly and he makes me stupidly happy but I just feel that somehow I let him down. I've not felt this rubbish in a while, maybe it's just the come down from Christmas and the New Year or something. I just want to be everything to him and I want to make him happy and I really hope I can be what he wants.

Sorry for this rubbish entry, just kinda needed to get it out somewhere! I guess I'm just normal really with normal worries!

x x

Hmmm....

  • 2nd Jan, 2007 at 12:18 PM
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Sometimes I think that maybe, I just think to much and over analyze things. But then I find, from speaking to people about things that are bothering me that they think the same too and that I'm not thinking what I am thinking for no reason (ie, I'm not being paranoid) and that really I have the correct grounds to be thinking what I am thinking?! Or may it's just that my friends and I are too alike? I dunno. Just there's one thing bothering me at the moment and I really don't feel as though I can talk about it as I know that it is just me worrying and being silly so I am just going to shut up.

In other news then.... Scottie the cat is settling in fine, he doesn't stop eating and sleeps on the bed with us. Dan's still in bed when really we should both be doing things as this is the last day off work and I'm a bit bored.... Hence the update!

Right, I think I shall go jump on him and make him get up, lazy lazy boy!!

x x

I feel so ill....

  • 1st Jan, 2007 at 6:38 PM
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And to add to that list of resolutions, not drinking as much.

I want to die.

Last night was awesome though. Fear of the Dark ftw!

I love elvis, he makes me so happy, we've had a wicked day together just being lazy and doing not much. It's good.

x x

New Years Eve

  • 31st Dec, 2006 at 1:42 PM
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Ok, it's new years eve.... We're heading to Darrens for the evening and I am kinda looking forward to it but also a little anxious but I am sure that everything will be fine. Generally, I don't like new years very much, but I am looking forward to spending the evening with lovely Elvis and Louise and Nick! I think it will be awesome. Yeah so, I made a new journal as I do really want somewhere to write stuff and all that shizz so here it is.

To start it off then, here are my new years resolutions:

To get fit.... Not slim or lose weight, just to get fit so I don't almost die climbing stairs hah!
To properly not smoke anymore.... Yes, no more social smoking rubbish.
To learn to drive
To do an evening class or something... Maybe get some A levels.
To be less grumpy haha
To be really good at my job - I really want to get somewhere with this now. I quit uni and went back so I think I owe it to myself.
To better myself - I really want to learn more, meet more new people, see more and do more about the things I care about.

I think thats about it really. I never make resolutions but this year I decided too, just feel I need something to make me do stuff and feel that this might be the right way. We'll see I guess!

Anyways, Happy New Year everyone!

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